things are good, gettin stronger! :)
I feel like I can never be myself around other people. I’m afraid of being vulnerable and open to others because I’m terrified once people see that broken part of me they will leave. Due to this, I frequently find myself enjoying the time I get alone.
My friendships never really go anywhere….
Do you ever feel physically sick because you know you’re not good enough for anybody and you can’t do anything right and you’re too tired to go on
Alli & I decided we needed to take a random vaca/road trip! So we are! Any guesses?
People will never understand
how i feel inside, & out. My body feels weak, i die slowly everyday.
Theres just so much i could take i hate HATE hurting the people i LOVE
Putting them through alot to make my life better
Simetimes i get close to my breaking point that maybe the world would be better if i wasnt around, this though & feeling pushes the people around me away keeping me
I finally told someone last night how i feel, someone who keeps me strong, hes my rock the love of my life
I now feel better like some weight has been lifted off my shoulder.
Im lucky to have him…
i now know frm opening up i will get better :’)